Sometimes i just feel i could give up

I know where i wanna go, i know who i wanna be

But the road is just too long, it's just too hard. 

Is it cause it's boring?

I need variety, not the same thing everyday.

Things do get easier sometimes, but it's like someone powerful is just trying to tease me with giving me what i want and then making it so difficult. Or giving me what i want and taking away something else. 

Can i have things go my way "Perfectly" for once?

Or is that just too much to ask, are you really that mean?

Just make things work the way i want them to work!