Crushing

Save me from myself....

i cannot stand this anymore...i am tired...tired of having to live this life...tired of having to exist...everytime i try and weigh up the options of what is good in life, the bad side seems to weigh tons and tons and the good side only weighs a few pounds.

i cant keep this up...my heart and body and soul is collapsing in on itself and it is becoming weaker and weaker by the day and hour...i don't want this...i don't want this pathetic excuse of a life because it isnt...what life is there in this?! i just cant...being able to rid myself of this earth seems like a good option right now...what is there that need be living for? friends? family? hah they will get over it...i'm so so sorry...i just cant live this life anymore..it isnt worth it and there is no cause or purpose to it so i just feel lost...

People seem to find happiness and self content so easily and so fast even after something terrible happens...HOW how do u all do it? How can you live this life with so little? How can you live your life just being a normal person out of 6 BILLION....

I just can't live a life like everyone else...

Save me from myself