Roses on the Battlefield

Gah what the heck am i doing?

Why do i think about you?

I barely talk to you because of all the things in the way

Well i could pick up the phone and talk to you ryt this moment or send u an email

But i dont

Partly because i dont want to bother you

And partly because i dont want to get caught up in you

Maybe its better this way to have a shushed up nature about it all

You dont seem too concerned about me

so i wont be either, for you.

Besides im here, your there

its complicated.

Sometimes i take long walks on the street near my house

And feel rather positive about my situation

Maybe someday it will all turn out and i'll work to work it out =)

And then there's you

Charming yet entirely confusing to me

Tickle my curiosity and play with my steel box of a heart

Not so much knocking but simply just setting up next door to the window in clear sight

I guess i'm rather falling for you huh

Falling over my cheerful self

Yet still the problems

The distance...

Gah what am i gonna do about this?

I'll just let it slide, let it wander about and try to ignore it

Ah but you see that is only gonna work for another 4 months

Then we are in big trouble cause i will be seeing you no doubt now won't i

Besides i've made my promises

and i intend to keep them =)

After a WHOLE year!

Wow...

So yea..

I miss you and if you happen to know who you are and you happen to miss me too

Well, i'm around and i could really do with a conversation with you

Just the reassurance that your still there =)