The Spirit of Fire

Have you ever loved someone so much, you'd give an arm for?
Not the expression, no, literally give an arm for?
When they know they're your heart
And you know you were their armour
And you will destroy anyone who would try to harm 'her
But what happens when karma, turns right around and bites you?
And everything you stand for, turns on you, despite you?
What happens when you become the main source of her pain?

hmm very true, what do you do?

Maybe one day i'll be able to prove my worth

Prove that I never meant harm

But what is it going to take?

Have well over 7 figures in the bank?

crisp suits and flash cars?

A yacht on clear waters?

Do I have to rid the world of poverty?

Build bridges and buildings that will stand for a millennium?

Fight a thousand wars?

Do i have to cure Cancer?

Because if that is what i got to do then that is what will be done

Because I am no Monster

I am not a bringer of darkness

I try to bring the light to the darkest corners and to the dullest eyes

To keep their heads up high

And away from the sorrow

I may get carried away

Say things I don't mean, do things I never meant to

But sadly I am only human and like everyone else I make mistakes

But I am proud of who I am

I embrace my imperfections along with my abilities

I have no regrets

I have nothing i wish i could go back to and turn around so i never did those things

I only work to change them in the future and right now

And I will try my damn right hardest to succeed in life

Not just for me, but for my family, my children, my wife, for a better future

To give them things I could never have

To hold my children up high and show them that the world is theirs and nothing is impossible

And well i am dedicated to what I do and I am giving it a 100 percent

This is me, pushing to prove no one

But myself