Machine Spirit

HELLO! ^^

sigh i don't know what's wrong with me

I've been a happy puppy lately and i have no idea why...

Anyway i am here to make a deal...a deal with myself

In these next two months i am going to accomplish the following things:

1 : i am GOING to GROW...somehow! i don't know how but i am going to make it happen =D.

2 : i am going to college in like 4 days! so i am going to be a smarter person! xD

3 : i am going to sign up for a membership at Virgin Active and get faster...stronger and more defined ;) haha.

4 : i am going to become richer! not only financially but mentally as well! =D

5 : i am going to try and member to smile when i am on the train or bus and a random person locks eyes with me.

6 : i am not going to dwell on the past or think bout those things that make me sad cause it honestly isn't worth it =)

7 : i am going to be open to whatever love comes my way and not despise it, BESIDES...this is London member ;)

8 : i am going to member to party hard even tho i can't dance but what the hell ;P

9 : i am going to write a note to those people who i have spent my highschool life with and known and thank them for their own special contribution they have made to change my life =).

10 : i am going to try and become better looking, i don't want to be the "cute" guy anymore xD.

11 : i am no longer going to be a jealous person...the less time i spend thinking of how great other peoples lives are the more time i will get to make my life equally as great or even greater =D

12 : i am going to try and touch at least 3 people's lives =)

13 : i am going to member everytime i feel down, to live and love life =D

14 : i am going to buy some colour! and wear it once in a while xP

15 : i am going to try and surprise at least 5 people =D

16 : i am going to write a chapter of a story and send it to publishers and maybe i might get lucky ;D

17 : whenever i have change in my pocket i am going to give some to every single street singer or performer that i pass while on the underground =)

18 : figure out good names that i could change my previous gayy name to xD, something beginning with s i think =D

So yea! thats it really...if i think of more ima write em down and add =)

The Time For Change Is Here ;)